I have lived with tinnitus plus what seems a endless list of medical conditions most of my life.
I fought hard but lost the battle when my, tinnitus became acute 24/7(maggot of a male decided he needed to flex some muscle) cauliflower ear,
around 11 years ago, the level of noise, a jet turbine engine would of been more peaceful, I had the usual array of side-dishes: dizziness, vertigo,
infections,hearing loss, headaches,vomiting. etc.
Death seemed my only escape from the nightmare I found myself in...
Many many delights from the medication trolly. Medical roundabout, alternative roundabout.
To give hope. no matter how off the show I tired..
I was given the verdict of condemned to a lifetime of internal noisy hell .
Damaged beyond repair, nothing more can be done, go home learn to live with it......
I gave up completely,shunned everything and everyone for a couple of years.
Suicide went down that track a few time, couldn't get that right either. (smile) simply gave up on any plans..
Everything was gone, there I stood, with this sound inside my head, pounding, screaming at me FIX ME.....not a real voice either.(smile)
I had gone through way too much to let a bunch of docs, a maggot of male win. They won a few battles but I can still win the war against tinnitus...
I am winning my battle against my tinnitus.
It no longer has me on my knees but some question, still need answers.
I am not a nut case but I know I will come across as one as, lets say " my theories go totally against everyone" ( not any more- new research shows some light onto my problems)